Well, that's what I did when I first came in to Ateneo. I wanted to act STRAIGHT. Yeah yeah. "PLASTIC" isn't? But no. It's my way of starting fresh. I wanted to change. I don't like being teased. See me as a FILTHY SLUT. or to make jokes that isn't wholesome at all. Hey! I'm no sex toy. I'm a human being. with feelings. I don't want that to happen again. So I said to myself. I have to change. Yes. all was good for my first week there. But someone destroyed my plan. I felt miserable!!! Now I don't know what to do! But, thanks to our loving Father, Jesus. I was able to express myself with a help of a friend. and may I include that he was my first and ever MALE FRIEND. I never had one! Thank God for that!!! Hallelujah!!! But anyway, he gave me advice, listened to my reasons. and gave me confidence to tell who I really am. Well, that was it. I pulled the trigger and then bam! I shouted at the corridor of the library that I'm a Queer. Gay. Fag. Faggot. Badingersey. It felt much better. Hahahahaha. Thank God for giving me confidence and for a friend like ***** (<=== it's censored. wahahahahaha) hahaha.. don't wanna mention names!!!! LMAO. Now I can do whatever I want without having to be conscious. DAMN YOU ALL CRITICIZERS OF THE 3RD AND FOURTH GENDERS!!!! DANG! I feel wonderful today able to express my feelings. and this is actually rare nowadays. I won't let my guard down now that I admitted to you all that I'M GAY and you can never ever change that!!! I'M GAY. I'M QUEER. SHAKE IT TO THE RIGHT. SHAKE IT TO THE LEFT. POINT TO THE EAST AND POINT TO THE WEST. ADODODO.... Hahahahahah.. That was fun! isn't it? Well, it would've been fun if you really and truly understand how I feel.
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da problem is..........to change you musn't just sit there and sit like the dumbest of all dodos because to change you must express your self to people and not just cower under your granma's skirt, if you truly want to change then act it out to the public so that they can understand......cause the truth is, you're only strong in your words and that the thing you say"change" is not done in the best way but only in words....so if i were you, reflect first on sumthing dat u think is right!!!!!
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