Confusing Love

Is it me??? or karen is just rockin my world....... Hmmmm..... First of all i'd like to greet happy kadayawan to everyone.... Well, no time to waste, i'm gonna start right away.

These past few months a girl who seemed to have caught my attention has always been bothering me.. This is because I can't sleep without thinking about her nor eat... In some way this girl mesmerized me. At first, I tried to know her. I studied her, I figured out what she likes, what she wants, what she's capable of and most important of all, what she is. After that, tried to talk to her, at first it was ok but when later I confessed my love to her, everytime I talk to her the words just came out wrong, so i figured out that I have to say i love her in a poem. I wrote a lot of poetry and I admit that i'm good at poetry, actually my previous girlfriends was inlove with me because of my poetry, normally it would be because of my sweet tongue but poetry is still good for a plan b...hehehe... To continue, I always make something funny, stupid or sometimes even bad things just for her to notice me.. Then, she changed, she refused to have long conversations with me, she keeps distance from me and i really don't know why. I was asking myself why, but i can't come up with an answer... Luckily, her friend told that it was because she was getting because our classmates were beggining to notice and was starting to tease already. So i said to myself, if i want her to fall inlove with, i've to give her some respect. I tried not to talk to her for some days but then the urge started, i can't control my emotions and i bursted out to the world how i feel about her and i think she got mad. On the other hand i was also confused, why be mad at me when i treat her as the batteries in my life, in short i can't go on without her. She is like one of the greatest things that happened to my life and i'm not letiing it slip away. I continued to do the things i do for her to notice me but i found out that she was starting to hate me. I'm so confused, why does this girl loves to hate so much when all i tried to do is love her so much? Still i didn't lose hope, i continued to make her notice me... It was until a certain event happened and i got her number and we started texting. I was so confused when i found out that in our text messages, we were so sweet but in personal, it's just like nothing happened. Then, i just forgot about it and started to do my magic, bu to my suprise, i found out that this girl is different. She is not easily caught by my admirable face and sweet words, she wanted me to earn her trust first..... I don't know how long it will take cause until now I'm still in the process..hehehe... Up to here only. I'll just inform you what will happen next... Anywayzzzz, I forget to tell you who the girl is....... Her name is KAren Laurito, and she just the girl i'm craving for.....
Labels: Confusing yet suprising act of admiration..... I'm also confused....hehehe

Posted last August 18, 2007