she's cold and she's cruel but she knows wat she's doin.... she cuts the conversation when were already talking... the more she ignores me the more i adore her....strange as it seems she's the one i'm after.. cause she's so bitter sweet she knocks me out of my feet and i can't compare her from anyone else, she's a mystery she's too much for me but i keep coming back for her.......she's just the gurl i'm looking for..... i dont know why i keep torturing myself by forcing my love to her but one thing that i understood is that she's one special girl cause she made me cry 3 times and nobody has ever done that to me..... usually the girl cries...hehehe but i'm not a heart breaker... she's afraid that i might hurt her, but now i think its my fault because it means that my love is not yet enough cause she does not yet realize that i love her so much and i can never think of doing that to her....minamasdan kita kahit di mo alam pinapangarap na ikaw ay akin.. mapupulang labi, matingkad mong ngiti, umaabot hanggang langit. sa iyong ngiti ako'y nahuhumaling at sa tuwing ika'y gagalaw ang mundo ko'y tumitigil para lng sayo, ang awit ng aking puso... your eyes, your smile, your sense of humour especially your laughs!... these are only some of the things dat makes me crazy over you....... but it's true, you dont knw da things i do..... how i cower in your look cause it makes me feel weak everytime our eyes meet.. how everytime i dream that your comfortable in my arms and that when i feel that nobody can separate us and this obstacles are just challenges in lyf... i don't know why i'm saying this but............ i think i've fallen for you..ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid..aaminin ko'y minsan ako'y manhid... sana ay iyong naririnig sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik.... i will tell all of you honestly my first impression...... at first i thought she's just an innocent who i can easily get.. take note.(at first!) because i thought she was suplada and this and that..... but..... after....... i started to see a different side of her... suddenly i became interested at her so much that my mistake was i forgot when to stop.... that i poured it all and i was not patient enough to w8 for the right time... its was lyk" gi gayuma ako" heheeh.... but really, i cant remember the first time i noticed her.... at first i was teasing her but then i really became interested.. i really want to know her.... i thought she was easy but i was wrong! she is very difficult to decipher, i'm trying to unlock the mystery that wraps around her but its hard. For now i know a little about her cause she's uncomfortable wid me and i don't know why again...... you see, she's very discreet... but then i did not give up eventhough it was hard..... but as time passed by, i started to feel the positive effects in me... because of my being intimately attached to her.... she molded me to become a ne DON but in a positive way.... Now, this part really hurts me the most.......When she said that i must forget her and forget everything, it really pierced me deep because after all my sacrifices i'll just be casted away... When she told me that she knew something that paved way for her to banish the feeling that she had for me, it really caused me pain..... Now i can remember her for 2 things, the first is that i really was happy to be with her and nobody has ever let me feel this way and the other is because of the pain that she has inflicted in my mind and in my soul, the unhealing wound she has caused in my heart....but this things maybe true, but it doesn't mean i'm giving up on her..cause i never will...NO SACRIFICE, NO VICTORY, NO VICTORY NO GLORY........... To people reading this blog, you may say that i know nothing about love, but for people like my age, this is what love to them.. L ove is what we call it when the person so special to us makes us feel uncomfortable but happy,motivated, jolly, cheerful, mesmerized, captivated and inloved and we can't even explain why the person so special to us makes us feel this way. So please don't judge me whe i say that Karen S. Laurito, i love you so much and you mean so much to me.... your eyes that makes wonderful stares, your smile that completes my day and satisfies me, your laughs that makes me want to hug you so tight and your beauty that forces me to dream of you day and night..... Karen you may be angry because i did this but its the only way that i can think of, cause i can't tell it to you personally eventhough i'm trying cause your uncomfortable when i' always near your presence. You may say i have no right but i just not used to hiding my emotions.... so sorry if ever you'll get mad but one thing i can say is that ....... this really came from the heart....
I keep in wondering…..is it so wrong to luv you? I think not…. Is it a sin to luv you…ofcors not……
By Loloy last September 15, 2007
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