my first romance...

hehehe.. its kinda embarassing to share these things to my classmates but i seem cant figure anything else to post... Well my first romance really was a serious one. I really did devoted many things for that girl. I've always thought that we would be living together forerver. Its kinda sad but at least i was not the one who courted her. It was her that courted me. Ridiculous huh. We also had a conversation one night that if 3 stars are going to form in the sky. It says that she loves me. She really busted my metal heart down. I got the nice sensation of having a girlfriend and i did really fell for the net. I promised her things that the limitations of a teenager was reached. But as the days roll by, i felt no affection from her anymore.. and i was kinda sad yet i still tried my best to stay still. But it was way out of my bounderies and i bursted out and i never did talk to her in person. Then i transfered here in addu. Having a gf is hard especially when you dont have the guts to see your gf with another guy. Now i am just the ordinary nonpopular fair looking teen. Free from bondage from the leisures of being handsome and popular. Im happy that i was free. Cause i am contented of what i am and what i have. ^^