I can't get over you...... and you know that!

A bad boy fell in love with a good girl....... In this case i can see myself as the bad boy and you know who for the good girl.. I am the bad boy , who has done bad things to make her happy, the bad boy who has risked almost everything just to make her feel my great love for her, the bad boy who tried to be good just to make her proud. It's such a disappointment that i have been giving all that i can and yet it is still not enough, i have given the greatest love i can give to someone special like her. She's so special to me that i easily get jelous just because i fear of loosing her to somebody else. She has changed a lot about me, i forced myself to be smart just so that i can cope with her IQ and she would not say i'm dumb and that she would be proud of me. I became more jolly, happy, more interested and more motivated. All of this is because of her, when we got closer, we always had quarrels and now we had a quarrel that ended a special bond in our friendship. Now she's telling me to forget her, to forget everything, my question is, how can she tell me such things when she knows that i can never forget her, when she knows that i can never forget the everything about us! She told me she wasn't numb and that she feels my great love for her, is it lacking? I think not, but she will never understand me cause she will never know the things that i have given up just for her, just to be with her! I wrote this blog not because i'm mad but , as usual, to show her that i'm really deeply inloved with her, to show her that i'm crazy for her, to let her know that she's a special drug made only for me and makes me addicted over her, to ask forgiveness to all that i have done wrong to her and to tell her whole heartedly.....Can we give it another try? pls.... you know that what your telling me is such an impossible task for me. How can i forget you? How can i forget us? the answer is NEVER! So pls. tell me or better yet if you really don't want my love anymore, tell me straight to the face that you hate me so much cause as what i have said: I will always love you as long as i can and as ong as you want.. and you know i love you.....i know you do!

Posted by: Mr. Advincula last Thursday, September 13, 2007